To my bro:
Hey...was darn worried for you when you sent me that sms.
Don't beat yourself up over her..especially when she's in the wrong from the start.
You did what your heart viewed was in the best interest for the both of you.
You confessed your feelings for her.
She in turn, didn't appreciate you and your efforts and however, neglected you further and hurt you so much more.
Don't think so much about her. It ain't worth the trouble and brain cells.
If you need me, you know how to reach me ;)
P.S. Get your meals right, stop skipping them -.-